Sunday, 31 October 2010

freaky fright NIGHT BABY!

Halloween (or Hallowe'en) is an annual holiday observed on October 31, primarily in Canada, Ireland, the United States and the United Kingdom. It has roots in the Celtic festival of Samhain and the Christian holiday All Saints' Day, but is today largely a secular celebration.

Common Halloween activities include trick-or-treating, wearing costumes and attending costume parties, carving jack-o'-lanterns, ghost tours, bonfires, apple bobbing, visiting haunted attractions, committing pranks, telling ghost stories or other frightening tales, and watching horror films.

That's the Wikipedia description of it... I say It's a bad ass night to express yourself as a free, free thinking sex machine. Or if your younger a chance to without regrets asks adults for sugar, and thay HAVE TO SAY YES... so we are all I mean winners.
Party on and do Not get into any gypsy cabs

some of the best and worst IN HOLIDAY FASHION

Friday, 29 October 2010

until the pen runs out

The sun shows itself everyday

And we tend to meek at its existence

Time is in constant goodbye for now until the next

We flutter on meager mind melts and take our passion out with the cat

Having faith it may come back but in the back of our lobes with lust we wonder on its return

What’s the point?

As I give a hardy ”HA” to this pointless wonder

Why ask when you know the answer







Until you dry up

Until the pen runs out of blood of earth







Be everyone

As you leave return to life

GO as a stranger come back as a friend

as Bruju is back speaking 30% of Maori

He always tries to learn the basic greetings when he visits a place

What’s the greeting of the heart?

Be calm

Do this calmness

Have your existence

Become what you already are

Love until your pen runs out

Then be

Thursday, 28 October 2010

an angel brought me this today

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.”

“To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children... to leave the world a better place... to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.”

~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

daily to do

work hard

don't be Lazy

Allow yourself to fall in love

...then Love like you have never lost

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

My friend Julz Manlapaz

Today I get up, Make my coffee, Journal, and wish my roommate a great day. Today I wake up grateful for life, and the possibilities of life and friendship.
Yesterday my good friend Julz Manlapaz went under the needle excepting a new Kidney in her life. It is an amazing story of courage, and faith, and patience.
When I met Julz she blew up the room with life fire. As we Developed our friendship I realized this person truly lives in love. When we first met I believe she was something like 20,000 on a waiting list for a new kidney. I have never seen this girl break, only support others and believe.
Julz is a manifest queen. She has only reminded me of how much love there is to share, and that to overcome adversity you must believe and create joy. Joy in yourself, and joy with others. She is always one to remind me that I am loved and have a friend in love on the other side of the country that has my back, and supports me through anything I may be up against.
As the months have gone by with no news of getting bumped up in line waiting for a new organ we get the info that she has indeed been bumped up, and bumped up, and has been selected for a new kidney.
As I find myself distracted in my theories on life, and love, and community. As I find myself trying to figure this life out, trying to find answers. Julz found a kidney.
I am happy to say she is in recovery, she is sitting up and sounds(through facebook)awesome.
Julz you are a reminder that we live in a powerful beautiful universe, and the belief in that universe and in yourself is what makes us go round and round.
Love you very much friend.

Today I started a new journal... well the first page I wrote a while ago and re-opened it (today) to read.
"I am therefore I am.
I choose to start this book with a statement.
I choose to choose all that I choose in the name of experience.
Therefore I am.
I am the breath of the ocean.
I am the will of everyone.
I choose to start this off with a statement therefore I am.
Exceeding all boundries, elevating to the highest ground.
I live therefore I am."

Thank you Julz for being an ambassador of life.

Monday, 25 October 2010

How to fix headphones

I was in an airport in London and I was the right weight and size on my bag, and to my discovery i did not have to pay the 30Pound (48.something $s) baggage fee....this was followed by a YES!!! Upon saving this money I did what every fully expressed and other type of American would do. I spent it on a pair of headphones. I went to the airport electronics store and started my comparison shopping. Looking for the right Hrtz and bass quality. The size and comfortable capability were at the utmost importance. I found a pair of Phillips headphones around the same price I would of spent on the bags.
The quality was great, compact and portable. I had been carrying my studio headphones around and they sound great, but are a pain in the ass to transport.(taking up a huge amount of room in your bag)
So I bought them, plugged them in and the sound was awesome. Everything I could of wanted.
I get to my seat check out the movies for my 11.5 hour flight, and was stoked to see choices. 20 minutes into my first on board movie adventure The girl sitting next to me (a cute hippie gal, that said nothing and had a cold) needed to use the rest to the room. As i got was getting up she said "I can climb over" and I was not into that so i got up pretty quick, as she passed I discovered m head phones were pulled out of the plug, but the1/8 inch connector still in the plug... my headphones were ruined. (Karma laughed to herself)
So to quicken this story I have been on a mission to fix my headphones, and this morning after two attempts.... I HAVE DONE IT.
Not a big feat, but satisfying for my gym time that is going to happen in 20.
So if you have nice cones, and they are broke, don't chuck , look up.
You will need a solder gun, some solder, and 1/8inch jack from radio shack, and a steady hand.
please if your young get an adult, because burning yourself sucks...or actually it burns
here is a helpful tip friends. watch this video if in need of this assistance, if not don't bother with the vid.
good luck ~b

Friday, 22 October 2010

You are the change


Mornig friends

Wow, as I look are my fingers type at an 8th grade level I Realize life is filled with them... super big fat WOW's.
I would like to turn you on to a transformational site that I read every day

Spend time with these amazing friends, and let them into your hearts.
I made this site my homepage because of the incredible awareness they guide us to everyday.
Superforest is an example of what dedication, Love, and transformation can do.
Thank you super forest for all your hard work.

I love the way love express's itself through you~

oh and this came to me in my morning journal time:

I do not give myself to "Mind", only laugh at it's quirkiness~ BW

Thursday, 21 October 2010

Oct. 23rd Steve Poltz/bushwalla @ the Belly up in Solana beach

I had the pleasure of having a phone interview with STeve Poltz the other day... and It goes a little something like this.

October 23rd Belly Up Solana beach ca
9pm 21+

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

David Foster Wallace speach

Something to inspire your day.It's a bit long but totally worth it.
Make wonderful choices today.


Sunday, 10 October 2010

RIP King Solomon

Answers to questions

Hey friends.
High fives to you on this beautiful Sunday morning. I am sitting at Jitters coffee pub in Oceanside,SD. Home of so many of my closest friends. I love this place. I always have a special place in my heart for the gems you find in your life that bring you comfort and a real sense of Family. Jitters is that place for me.

I woke this morning on yet another friends Futon wondering if there cat will make me sneeze. The answer is yes, But not to bad. Seven ah-choo's in a row, kissed my finger, pointed to the sky, dripped a 40 on the floor to my homies and fell asleep.

I woke to two emails that stuck a sense of emptiness inside.

1. Solomon Burke passed. A true legacy in music. I suggest his "Nashville" album. Thanks You Solomon for what you gave us.

2. This one made me laugh at personal standards. The email was addressed to my attention as I lifted my self from my friends Futon.
It said
"Sleeping on couches is something you do in your 20's" (Being 35 I get the point or what I make the point up to be)
also there was a ...
"why don't you go more mainstream."

Which brings me to the point of this blog.

"What Happened with the liz Phair mini tour?"

well a proper answer would be "not much"

I went in did my thing, performed the way I do, spoke the way I speak, gave the way I give.

It was not for Liz. That's the whole story.
Not her cup of tea.

I thank her immensely for the opportunity to open in LA that night. I commit to let go of any wound that I came up with over being fired.(I have been fired a few times, but not in 15 years)

My punk side says "If I DIDN'T get fired from the Liz Phair tour something THEN would be terribly wrong!"... my inner Tard showing.

Its all great and wonderful, and its all made up.
All feelings, all meaning, all of it. Made up....i love how universe works.

so on that tune. Please do not leave comments of support, or harsh defense. I know you got my back.(any comments will be deleted)

and thats it friends. on to the next lesson.

Mainstream for bushwalla.... probably not in this lifetime. Or at least that's how intention leads. Luckily success lives only in your mind.

thank you for being awesome.

sometimes you feel like a nut.....well most of the time